Bryson and I have been married for three years now.. WoW time flys.. Our second summer married i got pregnant.. We were in Virgina for the summer. Bryson was selling alarm systems.. As any girl would be i was so excited that i was pregnant. Because we were so far away from home we decided to wait until we got back to Utah to go to the doctors.. I feel the baby moving.. and i didnt want to think that there wasnt anything wrong, but in the back of my head i had the most aweful feeling.. So when we got back to Utah we made a doctors appointment.. I went to my check up and they did all the routine stuff, and as we were walking out they said they had an opening for an ultrasound( at this point i was 6 months pregnant) So i was so excited. They started doing the ultrasound and started with HER feet, and moved there way up.. Well as they got to the head........... The guy that was doing the ultrasound started to freak out and was getting the doctor on the phone, and as you could amagine i was totally freaking out i actually started to pass out.. The doctor said to me that the baby had a condition to were her brain was not all the way covered with skin.. Its called anaciphaly.. ( i have know idea how to spell that) So the next day i had to deliver her because there was know way that she would be able to live.... I thought that i would be so sad and i just didnt want to live.. Well it turned out to be the most spiritul experences of my life!!!! The spirit was so strong.. I could feel heavenly fathers love for me so strong it was just so amazing.. She finally was born and lived for and hour in a half.. She was alive and we were so blessed that she was alive.. We gave her a name and a blessing.. After she had passed i could feel her presents so strong.. I just want to tell everybody that you can stand up to any trial and YOU CAN DO IT.. It may be something that your totally not expecting but you really can do it.. Get on your knees and pray.. Pray often.. Heavnly father will never lead you a stray.. He loves each one of us.. and wants us to be happy.. So through those rough times and those things that you think you cant get through YOU CAN!! Trust me!!!!!!!!! We were later sealed to eachother for time and all eterninty... And of course our little KORI.. We misss you so much Kori.. and little Brylee im sure wishes you were here to play with her.. But beacuse of this beautiful gospel we get to see you soon....... TILL WE MEET AGAIN
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