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Already missing summer :(

Sep. 8.

Dear KORI

Dear Kori.. Today is your birthday. You are 3 today.. I miss you so much. Im sure you are having a great time in heavan with all your loved ones. Say hi to Grandpa for me.. I have so many emotions today. I remember how strong the spirit was when i was in labor. I could not shed a tear. I remember when you came out and you were so beautiful. You were so tiny! i loved that hour and a half we got. To hold you and to let you know how much you love you. I was so sad, but happy to know you chose me to be your mommy. You are perfect and that is such a comfort to me and your Daddy. We will get to raise you and be with you forever. What a great feeling. I think the hardest part was giving the nurse your precious body when you decided it was time to be with your heavenly father again. Your visit was so short. but forever remembered. Me and your dad had the hardest time leaving the hospital cause we knew that we were leaving without a baby. But heavenly father comforted us so much. We knew we would be okay. The day that we had your graveside Was a very painful day also. Your dad got you dressed in a beautiful white dress. and we put a picture of us 3 in your tiny casket with you. We all look so happy. Of course my milk came in that day. So i was swollen and crying over everything. We are dealing with pain that i still think about everyday of my life. There is a selfish side of me that wants you on the earth right now. But i know you are in a much better place. I cant help but think of what a blast you and Brylee would have. Im sure you are just the best big sister anyone could ask for. KORI.. I want you to know i have a testimony of this gospel. I love it so very much. I am so thankful for the attonment and for our savior. I am so thankful for the love and bond we have. and for the wonderful experiance it was to go through what i did. It made our whole family so close. I am thankful for trials. they are hard but heavenly father would never give us anything we couldnt handle. I love you more then words can say. I miss you more then you will ever know. I still have my days. and your daddy does to. But we have the comfort of knowing we get to be with you again. We are sure trying to live the best we can and be the best we can so that we can raise you and be with you FOREVER.. We love you sweetheart! AMEN...

HERE WE COME MINNESOTA!

Okay so Brylee and i leave Monday for Minnesota. Bryson is already there and we are missing him so bad(he has only been gone for 2 days now) I know i have not posted any pictures in forever, but i promise i will soon. Life has been a little crazy this year so i just haven't really had time to Blog. We are so excited to have our friends with us this summer. We are going to have a blast!!! Brylee is super big. I can finally put little bretts in her hair.. YAY! she is running all over the place. She has the funnest personality. She is looking more and more like Bry as she gets older. She is just a doll and a joy. I am so blessed to have her. A sweet little story really fast.. last night i was tryin to get Brylee asleep cause my friend ally was here with her baby Cache (Brylee's BOYFRIEND) and we only had one pack and play so i put Brylee in it and about 30 minutes later went to put her in the other room on the floor so we could get Cache to sleep. so i went to get her and she was wide awake so i picked her up put Cache in the Crib and went and laid down on the floor were i had made Brylee a bed. i was rubbing her back and when i would stop she would grab my hand and put it back on her back. so i continued to rub until i decided to act like i was asleep. so i started snoring and she came up to my face really gently started kissing me all over my face. It was the sweetest thing EVER! When i stopped snoring she started rubbing my tummy. I just love her and i loved that moment.. so anyways i promise i will post picutes in Minnesota....

I tag Trudy with the letter F. And Lindy with the letter P.

Sorry Shae i didnt realize that you tagged me. So i have to list 10 of my favorite things that start with the letter C.. So here they are

1. Christ ( I love my savior)
2. Christensen family( I love them dearly )
3. Cafe Rio... Yummy my favorite!
4. Cream of Wheat
5. Cards ( i love to play them with my pops )
6. Carnivals
7. Cars ( i love my Acura )
8. Camille ( i love my besty )
9. Clothes ( YAY!!!!! )
10. Candy

Yep and he went hunting with his new gun

my honey playin with his new gun..

Random Pictures

We are all going to miss you DADDY..

R.I.P DAD......

takin a bath..

So Behind!

Okay so i lost the cord for my camara so i cant download all the cute pictures of Brylee. But if i dont find it soon i will go buy one. Brylee is getting so big! she has taken seven steps so she is improving as far as walking goes. She also taught herself how to go DOWN the stairs. Im not sure that is a good thing. She will be one in a week i cant even believe it. She has the cuttest personality. She is so much fun. She is the biggest and best blessing to our family. My mom and Mother in-law are just in HEAVEN.. Bryson started school again, and he is loving it cause he has been pretty bored. He worked so hard this summer and i am so proud of him. He deserves to be lazy. I have been having fun with Brylee. Being able to stay home with her has been such a joy. I am so in love with her. And i love going shopping and to run errands with her cause she is the happiest baby EVER! I also have been snowboarding a couple of times this year which has been fun and its nice to get out of the house and take a break every once in awhile(even thou i feel quilty when i leave lol..) sorry not so exciting but once we leave again for the summer i am sure i will have alot of fun picture. Hope everybody had a good Christmas and a happy new year!

she loved santa...

2 of my bestest friends!

we went to the jazz game and had so much fun! i love you babe!

yummy sketti

we went to heber to see our beautiful little angel. i miss her so bad! it wont be to long until i get to see her again

this is the 3rd time she has fell asleep in her jumper..

awe my babies feel asleep.. i got done with my workout and found this.

Scentsy Party!!!!

Okay so i am having a scentsy party. I would for everybody to come! it would be so fun to see all of my friends from school. I have not seen alot of you FOREVER.... So if anybody wants to come let me know. It will be a blast. Even if you dont want to buy one come and hang out and have a good time. It will be November 19th at 7pm. You can bring friends or family.. HoPe To SeE eVeRyBoDy ThErE!!!!!!!!! P.s Scentsys are the best smelling things ever. There are a million different scents..

look at those cheeks

awe she was so little

im so in love!!

Isnt she the sweetest flower you have ever seen??

My little flower...

shoppin with mom.. she is so dang cute.. i am so in love with my little girl!!

me and my sista....

I know you love her binky.. she was so tiny. they get big so fast!

I was going through some old pictures and this was this summer in Minnesota

little gangsta

we finally got her crib put up

brylee chilin in her stroller

8 months old